my job always seems to make the day last forever... but in such a way that i never actually accomplish anything worthwhile. How can I be so tired after doing something so meaningless? I'm tired of always thinking about how badly I need a new job. I don't particualrly want to be defined by the sort of job I've got. A job is just something to make money. [At least, that's what it's like at the moment.]

Music is my life, but I feel like I need so much more practice...
I hate being at work and thinking, "man, that's like 6 hours i could have spent playing guitar or piano or doing something worthwhile."

Seriously.

My job is a serious creativity SUCK. I'm so exhausted, and I smell so horrible [nasty food smells...] by the time i get home, that I don't want to do ANYTHING.

At this point, I don't care how much I get paid for work, I'd just like to have a job someplace that doesn't SMELL quite so horrible...
ick.

and i just finished watching the season finale of Glee... OH MY GOSH. amazing.

i hope mr. schu and emma get maaaried and have a million babies :]

i'll tie this scarf around my head
[and hope i disappear]
[beneath]

i like the quiet more than sounds.
[the earth is still beneath my feet]

i close my eyes, i'll shut you out.

i'm on my own today.

[it's nice in here, it's quiet too.]

don't ever want to leave.